So I think everyone has at least one thing in their lives that they don't want to realize. For some it's about what other people think about them, or something that deals with a close friend or family member.
I think I've definitely just realized mine, and it's that I'm afraid of success. I keep getting to these points where I'm so close to achieving what I want, but at the last minute I give up. I convince myself that I want something, but don't follow through in the eleventh hour. And that's pretty damn awful. What kind of person doesn't want themselves to achieve?
Well, it's not that I don't want that for myself, it's that I'm afraid of attaining it. And I'll pretty much do whatever it takes to prevent myself from getting there, and that's so lame. But really, conquering a fear can be so difficult. Clowns and sharks, for example, have plagued my life for over 17 years...
Does that mean I'll never let myself achieve greatness?
How depressing.
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